It is really hard to forget someone whom you loved so much. I am just sixteen. I am very young to feel this kind of feeling. But it is really inevitable. Love comes at times when you least expect it.
I know what love is, because I had felt it before. I spent the thirteen months and 20 days of my life having him as my 'boy'. We were happy before. He made me feel that I'm special to him.

Move on is what they always tell me. It is indeed easy to say that I can move on with my life and eventually forget him. 'Start living your life without that guy'. You know, in reality, it is really difficult to move on, and it brings so much pain. I cant stand the painful feeling that lingers in my soul. Where is his promise of forever? Why did he leave me? What is the reason why he left me hanging like this? Is it possible to win him back? I thought he's the one for me, I thought he's unlike any other. But now he's gone, he left me broken.

God let this happen because He has a good reason, He has a certain purpose. If we're really for each other, God will make a way for us to bump into each other again. But if not, God will allow me to meet the one that will not hurt me the way he hurt me. Maybe it is not yet the right time for me to love again.
I need more weeks, more months, or more years to heal the wound that he caused.
It is not easy, and it will never be. But I believe that this too shall to pass. ;)
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